Saturday, September 18, 2010

Arctic Zero

So, I binged for basically 24 hours after a 10 day fast. I'm sure I gained 10 pounds. Or at least 5. Fuck.
But I have a shitty plan in store for the rest of my life.
Sunday, Tuesday, Thursday: fast and work out.
Monday, Wednesday, Friday: college; have under 300 calories.

I think I'm going to stock up on Arctic Zero icecream. It's badass. It's like, 130 calories for a pint; I can BINGE every day that I eat and I won't have to purge.
I hope this plan works; my plans usually don't. Eating disorders don't have "plans." They just are. If I'm going to starve, I am, if I'm going to binge and purge, I am. This is my attempt to stay at least partially sane and still lose weight.

I want to go shopping. I don't know why. I want to go shopping at Hollister; I don't know why. Sometimes I just want to wear Hollister lmao. Wtf.
I went and saw the movie "Devil." It's really good.

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