Wednesday, September 15, 2010

7

I am now on fast day 7. I have been 112 pounds for 3 days and I'm getting annoyed with it. I've had under 300 calories each day; I'm going to have to work out a little more. It's hard to do when you can barely hold your head up. Today I've brought a 120 calorie protein shake with me to college and I am waiting until one hour from now to drink it; my stomach is growling insanely.
I have been having severe and sudden bouts of anger - temper fits - during this fast. Not an attractive trait.

If I succeed in fasting for the rest of today then tonight I am taking one special pill I've been saving for a reward. One week of no food is worthy of a chill pill. I need that floating sensation.
I am always cold.
Tommy is upset that I've been talking so much about him. Perhaps I should keep our conversations to ourself.

I have math tutoring tomorrow because I DO NOT UNDERSTAND algebra and I have to pass it. Have to. No slipping by quietly like I did pre-college.
I may update this again today because I basically got this so as not to flood out my journal section on DeviantArt.
I'm wearing boots;my calves aren't that giant.


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